Year 1998 when i first started using a diary to jot down whats happening in my everyday life. and guess what, until now i still have that diary and my last entry was 2 weeks ago. then i realized, teka may iba pa bang gumagamit ng diary or ako na lang ata? lahat na yata ng tao blog na lng ng blog. so here I am, nakikiuso kaya blogger na rin ako ngayon. =)
To start off, let me give you a short background. I am a mom and a housewife. Eto na yata ang the best na trabaho sa earth. home based ka na nga, malaki pa ang sweldo. thanks to my ever loving and ever responsible and ever kind husband. in short the best husband.(hi there hubby!)
when i thought everything was going smoothly in my life... ASD came in and boom, narealize ko life is not so perfect at all. my one and only daughter caught it. sana parang fever lang na it will go away after taking a few meds, but its not. its a life long struggle and this is the journey we have to bravely face. after crying my self to sleep and to the shower and while watching tv narealize ko.. teka baka naman maubos na luha ko at wala pa ako nagagawa para sa anak ko. so i decided kumuha ng degree sa university of google and do my research. i have to find something. a treatment, a therapy, a cure, a miracle. what ever it takes para sa anak ko kelangan ko makita yun. by the way she was only 2 years old when i found out. mother's instinct lang. i know there is something wrong kahit na i'm miles away from her. and i was absolutely right. when i heard it straight from the developmental pedia's mouth, hindi na ako masyadong nagulat but i was hoping na sana mali ang instinct ko.
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